Well . Today Was Mreehh ... Big Dick Named Zack ___ (one of 3) for the past two weeks has benn accusing me of him seeing my ass. WHICH YOU CAN'T! yeah whatever doesnt seem like  a big deal at all but seriously? 2 weeks! Every God Freakin DAY!! Okay ive said fuck off and no you cant and stuff and i ignored it! but ksdjf;lkahgihiod!! Also I won my debate tournament cause im a freaking  boss at fighting. But on my way up the stairs to the stage i tripped... a group of people who hate me, said "i hope you trip and die." Woot . Thanks for the encouragement stuck up bitches. Typical Day.
     
              I feel like imma write today. Express my self.

    As If the Sun Melted,

Into Our Hands.

As If the Days Faded,

into Gray.

As If Time Stopped,

To Feel Every Moment.

We've Loved,

We've Lost.

We are,

Human.

 

 

 

Follow Up

       No one ever expects to fall into "like" with a guy who dated the #4 bitch. But who the hell can change who your attracted to ? She had just dumped his ass and at the time, we were flirt buddies. I was at the time happy. Anywhoo i gave him a hug and we held hands(:  eventually he wandered off and then i was being told i was gonna be jumped. i was so fucking confused of like why and who the hell would care to deal with my 4'11 tallness. NOT (hint; thats why my things bigbellasblogger) But then i got bitched at and slapped and emotionally scarred. all top#4 bitches were involved. yay. After like 2 weeks me and that guy dated. well , i HAD to break up with him. i was being threatened...

                          Then the worst year of my life started. For once, i had enemies. And hatred boiling inside me as sour as a witches brew. I would never do this but during one point in the year i thought... suicide... self harmed ONCE. never again will i touch that staightener to my arm... If your thinking EMO or Wow your dumb. be in my shoes. or not just judge and be apart of the bitches. then i say FUCK YOU. People Who hate and judge are just wanna be's . I like where i am now and what life is like. my song. thats my story . thats what i was saying to the world.

   "you can never know a person until you walk a mile in there shoes"

My Motto

A little Bout Me and More

To start off, i'm not one to tell anyone anything. I thought maybe my thoughts weren't the only ones only being thought by me. Plus I like to express myself in many ways. I swear. Dont like it Dont read it. All highlighted words are important. I also have alot of experience with many BIG life situations. Bullying, Loss of Loved Ones, Backstabbing Friendships, and more.. Anywho Today my Story ;
                   For About a year i have been single. So ? But last month realizing i'm still missing that one person Slapped me in the face. I was Lonely. Thats a first for me. So me and My BEST friend hit the movies, she invited her bf of like 9 months. So? Anyways No one else could Come. I was the Fucking Third Wheel. Woot. Within the first 5minutes they were making out. I havent even kissed anyone! I walked out. Like i said. Slapped me in the Face so hard, i cried. My Bff came out like in no time and we talked. i just sat alone there for like 20 minutes. i made her leave me alone, which in reality, i didnt want to be. To cope i learned that you shouldn't Focus On the little things, like a relationship. Keep Moving on and your man will find you. LOL . I have a man now. He and i have been dating for a short time now and im pretty happy(: .
                    My Favorite Saying is, "Behind Every Girls Favorite Song, Is a Story." Which is completely true. My idol sings my favorite song "Goodbye Lullaby" by Avril Lavigne. If you listen you'd figure out possibly what happend. here is a snipit ;
                                           Last year was fucking HELL. My Life and everything i loved was threatend by cruel Bitches. They Had NOTHIG against me. They Hated me. every class period, in the last 5 minutes i would excuse myself to the Bathroom, or the counselors office to avoid getting my ass kicked inbetween periods. Sadly, The counselor was like my best friend. All because of a football game.
          I dated the schools #4 Bitch's EX.               Top 5-  #1Tierra ______ (nothing against them (kinda) but still) #2Brooklyn__________ #3 Lashay ______ #4 Kaylee____ #5 Maddi_____

Stay tuned For What Happend And More--- if you really care (which you wont i just like to vent)

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